Short-post #9

I need to invent the lives I haven’t lived. So I can wallow in happy memories.


Common freak

I’m a dirty little freak. I’m so crazy and unnaturally outrageous. Just like everybody else.

Please, everybody, stop feeling special. Stop thinking you’re crazier than others. Or, if you do, know that you’re not.


„I felt great and was good at criticizing others.“
Especially friends; a token of appreciation – caring enough to give tips for improvement, tips disguised as pointless condescension and hurtful insult.
[Improvement by what standards? Mine. My ideal. Falling back to absolutism.]

In direct tones – that may have sharp edges and exposing harshness – it is easier to express what one feels. It should really be seen as appreciation when I insult someone’s things and action; it means I take the time to think about them and their things and voice my opinion directly.